Wednesday, June 30, 2004


Not particularly my type, but some enjoyed the sight. I enjoyed the talent..dedication/ whatever, he rocks! Not as much as Flea, but he's alright.

!!now that's obsessive!!

Us at the RHCP concert in Hyde PArk...Aadam, hope you know they had a live recording which is meant to come out sometime soon. (that was for the TOK piss-off :)...luv ya really! ) :)))... t'was brilliant- though wish i didnt have to stand on the spot for 7hrs straight..didnt help the rest of the nite, when skill and amusment needed to be kept up.. :) VERY good day/nite overall though!! BB, NSNTN, etc, etc... :) hihihi

when in doubt, call Eeyore

Not really sure whether ive spelt that correctly, but it doeant matter all too much. Ya know, lately ive been thinking (surprise, surprise) about differences in upbringing and have concluded that it really doesnt matter that my country is in Europe geographically, because it will never be european spiritually, given that Europeans (western europeans) dont seem to have a profound spirit t obegin with. Everything in their life seems to be mechanic, functional, almost deprived of the minimal spontaneity, that makes one a human. Bare in mind though, there are certain exceptions...that's why i keep you in my life. :) (you know who you are). Back to my point though... maybe its just me, but it seems as though these ppl don't know what a spark, butterflies in the stomach, or a gut feeling is. Too many rely on "whats right"...in other words, what is expected out of them in the society (those who choose to be in the progressive part of it anyway), meaning that for them high performance in school/working field, a social life and a relationship are all "a part of it"...a part of the recipe for a successful life. The tragic flaw however, is the fact that no matter how good a modern recipe is, it will never quite live up to grandma's old homecooked originals. Hope ive made it clear that without a bit of spice, life will remain idle. Hint! Hint! Hint! Thus, my dearest euro-cans (european american breed), let go of your image, financial status and all the rest of useless things and make your happiness a priority. You can't tell me you're living your life if you find Eastern europeans "exotic"...we're only on the other side, i.e. the "3rd world, back-ward, underdeveloped" part of the continent. Hope this didnt offend anyone, if it did, then its only because it might just be true... :)

Stace: "...& poverty" :) miss you lots already; the summer wont be the same w/out u, though ill make sure to keep up the S&M reputation whereever i trod off to.

Gaurav: Darlin, your name twin is with me everywher i go... he'll see most of south-eastern Europe in the next 10 days. We miss you soooo much; i cant wait for you to come back so i can call you.

Sunday, June 13, 2004


At a garden party (ra-ra accept, puh-lease!) in Cambridge... From the left (as it should b): Laura, Stace, Meeeeeeeeeeeee! T'was a jolyl good evening amongst the Cambridgians (?!).. Free chamapagne all the waaaaaaay! Exams finished for moi on that legendary Wednesday, hence felt the need to celebrate....perhaps X number of chamagne bottles was a bit too much? Naaah, never! Again, a v good evening/nite out :-D

Yes. The sun still exisits up here. And so do tans. Enjoy your youth and beauty while you can (Baz Luhrmann, 1999).

Saturday, June 12, 2004


Hello darlin Patel....just a note to tell u how groovy u r. Missing u lots. More then u think. Lemme know how L.A. life's treating u.

Yaaay! All is done! Celebraaaaaaaaate!! :) Champagne...Cava??

So hokay!

Alriiiight....EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!! And what am i doing now? Hmmm....would u believe it if i said i was more busy now, then during exam time? Indeedio this is the truth...socialising was abandoned for a good 2-3 weeks, so it needed to be picked up again. Thus, some hardcore dancing was on the menu. And yes, it was an excellent idea. Though 25th will be "judgement day"....huge Soca fest down in SE1; anyone who thinks he/she can "handle it", is welcome to join. Warning though: be prepared for the likelihood of some serious back distortions (not necessarily a bad thing) .... :)

Ok, am off to attempt wisening myself up. In other words reading a little. Need a nirvana feeling.

Wishing i was there w/ u all... wherever that may be. :) Smile now.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004


Think i miss home....

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Skin to skin

Today would have had to been one of the worst days of my life. The weather's shit...no actually, that's an overstatement: it's worse then that...imagine: June 1st and it's 10 degrees colder then yesterday, the cloudcover is stretched over the entire city, as though clear skies just no longer exist and the rain that's "falling" is the type that makes u wonder whether it's actual rain or just humidity as high as in the Amazon. So from what you can tell, it's "Just England" in the words Pete the Wise.

As for THE exam....well, lets just say it'll be the first time i have ever failed. Yup, it's that bad. Diana, Stace and I were talking about it and came to the conclusion that the worst part is that it feels as though we've wasted so much time reading the entire bloody library and got nothing out of it. Perhaps we should've just stuck to the BB (the Chris Brown Bible). Or even Wallace. The jerk. Speaking of jerk, there's a really good Caribbean restaurant just off Oxford Street called Mr.Jerk...gotta go back there someday. Maybe not today though, as am sick ON TOP OF IT ALL. Not sick as in fever...sick as in Aramark's suspicious delicacies.

Ok, well given that my day was basically CRAP (apart from "Skin to Skin" playing on repeat in my head, remembering something that makes life almost worthwhile today...not what ure thinking boys...yes, exactly what u're thinking Stace), i shall leave u with some more words od wisdom, this time coming from myself: Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened (apart from when it comes to today....when it seems to be somewhat of an opposite: "don't cry because it happened, smile because it's finally over...until you get your resluts back!")

Peace, love and poverty (or Disneyland, if you're an idealist)