when in doubt, call Eeyore

Not really sure whether ive spelt that correctly, but it doeant matter all too much. Ya know, lately ive been thinking (surprise, surprise) about differences in upbringing and have concluded that it really doesnt matter that my country is in Europe geographically, because it will never be european spiritually, given that Europeans (western europeans) dont seem to have a profound spirit t obegin with. Everything in their life seems to be mechanic, functional, almost deprived of the minimal spontaneity, that makes one a human. Bare in mind though, there are certain exceptions...that's why i keep you in my life. :) (you know who you are). Back to my point though... maybe its just me, but it seems as though these ppl don't know what a spark, butterflies in the stomach, or a gut feeling is. Too many rely on "whats right"...in other words, what is expected out of them in the society (those who choose to be in the progressive part of it anyway), meaning that for them high performance in school/working field, a social life and a relationship are all "a part of it"...a part of the recipe for a successful life. The tragic flaw however, is the fact that no matter how good a modern recipe is, it will never quite live up to grandma's old homecooked originals. Hope ive made it clear that without a bit of spice, life will remain idle. Hint! Hint! Hint! Thus, my dearest euro-cans (european american breed), let go of your image, financial status and all the rest of useless things and make your happiness a priority. You can't tell me you're living your life if you find Eastern europeans "exotic"...we're only on the other side, i.e. the "3rd world, back-ward, underdeveloped" part of the continent. Hope this didnt offend anyone, if it did, then its only because it might just be true... :)

Stace: "...& poverty" :) miss you lots already; the summer wont be the same w/out u, though ill make sure to keep up the S&M reputation whereever i trod off to.

Gaurav: Darlin, your name twin is with me everywher i go... he'll see most of south-eastern Europe in the next 10 days. We miss you soooo much; i cant wait for you to come back so i can call you.